一一

Death is not the real point, forgetting is.

死亡不是真正的终点，遗忘才是。

So which one do you want to choose?

那么你想选择哪一种？

It's choosing a new beginning.

是选择新的开始。

There is no meaning to live.

还是没有意义的活着。

Be forgotten.

被遗忘吧。

Death is liberation.

死亡即是解脱。

But I can't die.

但是我死不了。

You can only choose to leave without leaving any trace, as if you have disappeared from the world.

就只能选择不留任何痕迹的，如同人间蒸发般离开。

Let's let go of the past that cannot be looked back on as a joke.

不堪回首的往事，就当个笑话释怀了吧。

They confused me with black and white, and I couldn't see the color of the sky.

他们使我混淆了黑白，看不清天空的颜色。

Anyway, I stay in this world, and I have a place.

反正我留在这世上，也是占据名额。

There will always be someone who will take my place and live a more dazzling and valuable life than me.

总会有人代替我的位置，活得比我更加耀眼，更有价值。

The world has let me down.

这个世界让我感到失望。

There's nothing left for me.

没有什么值得我留恋的了。

I'm not worth anyone else's attention.

我也不值得别人留恋。

I'm a clown.

我就是一个小丑。

Born to please others.

生来就是为了取悦他人。

Now, I want to live for myself once.

现在，我想为自己活一次。

I finally don't have anyone to remember.

我终于不再有人记得。

The red world is no longer my business.

那红尘世间已不关我事。

I'm just quiet in a corner.

我就静静的在某个角落。

Like a homeless ghost.

像个无家可归的鬼魂。

Quietly guarding my regrets.

静静的守着我的遗憾。

I look forward to the day when I can return to the universe.

我很期待终有一日，我可以回归到宇宙中。

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Perhaps only loneliness is the best destination.

或许，只有孤独才是最好的归宿。

一一A self-conscious person.